Maybe.. I should transform to the new ME.. Maybe.. And why is it? :)

Assalamualaikum WBT. Haloo haloo haloo! :D Apa habaq nohh? Dh bln 4 weh.. Mcm2 dh berlaku dh dlm jangka masa ni.. Aku pn dh siap blk dr Korea lg :D How was it? It was absolutely fun!!! Korea is very clean! It's hard for you to find even a single rubbish. Tp tu ah.. Mcm Haiqal (classmate) ckp.. Some of Korean people.. They're quite rude. Plain rude. Ssh nk describe. Okay,whtever. Title post tk de kene mengena dgn cerita Korea. Haha! Change? Hm. Okay. How am I goin to start this? Hmm.. *Think. Okay. Hangpa yg knl aku ni.. Mesti tau perangai aku mcm mna kan? Sempoi, sporting, lepak, kasar.. Bkn kisah pun apa yg org ckp. Solat 5 waktu cukup tp speed dia tk thu ah -,-' Al-Quran pun on off. Wht im trying to say here is.. Aku tak lah baik mcm org2 yg muslimah tu. Tp kan.. Sejak kebelakangan ni aku bnyk berfikir (ecewahhh..).. No.. Seriously.. Many things happened these few days.. Tu yg membuat aku berfikir sebenarnya.. Allah buka pintu hati aku and akal aku untuk berfikir.. Yea.. For sure. There's one point in your life where you suddenly think.. Sampai bila nk teruskan hidup mcm ni? Tak rasa sia2 ke usia muda? Betul tak? I keep on thinking.. I dont want to waste my 'muda' time doing the wrong things.. I mean.. Bukanlah aku duk belasah org ke,buat bnda tak elok ke.. Maksud aku bnda yg sia2. Yg tk membawa faedah.. Nnt dh tua bru nk menyesal.. Tak nk ah time tu bru nk ckp 'Kenapalah dulu..'.. 'Menyesalnya aku'.. Bla bla bla.. Tak de guna dah.. Haih.. Aku mmg nk berubah. Tp tu ah. Aku pnye berubah tu.. Kejap berubah. Kang jd blk zaman jahiliyyah aku. Haa.. Tu yg ssh tu. Nk maintain jd baik bkn bnda yg mudah. Bnyk kesabaran. Iman kene kuat. Hm. Tk pe ah. Ubah slow2 dlu, dh lama2 bru naik sikit speed. Then,try to maintain,In Shaa Allah.. Doakan aku tau!!! :D Nk berubah mmg sng. People can change in a split of second tp yg menjadi mslhnya tu.. Nk me'maintain'kannya.. Haa.. Tang tu payah sikit. Bnda yg aku nk ubah,pakaian aku. Starting from now kene lah cari baju yg cover part bawah tu sikit. Cover lengan. Gaya tudung pn kene jgk. Mana boleh pakai simpang je skrg. Dh kene buat gaya 'butterfly' haa.. Seluar mana boleh takat pakai skinny. Dh kene crik seluar longgar. Tp tk de ah smpai seluar yg bdk2 B-Boy pakai. Haha.. Attitude pn kene ubah jgk. Mana boleh pakai bantai otp dgn bdk lelaki smpai tgh mlm. Text pun dh kene ubah jgk. There's a limit. Honestly.. Aku lebih ramai kwn lelaki drpd kwn prmpuan. Mmg org nmpk teruk tp tu ah. Maybe sbb perangai aku yg kasar ni aku sng rapat dgn kwn lelaki kot. So,sekarang kene ubah. Nk text pun,BENDA PENTING JE! Tp kwn perempuan.. No hal. Anytime pun boleh text :D So,my bros..Sorry lah. Korg jgn terasa dgn aku. Bkn sombong tp nk elakkan. Boleh text tp bukan selalu. Dlm seblan sekali ke. Haa..Hm. Twitter,fb semua kene kurangkan jgk. Kalau nk tweet pn kene fikir bnda tu Allah suka tak.. Kalau tak,aku akn elakkan tweet bnda yg merepek2. Ssh sebenarnya bg aku.. Ye lah.. Bak kata hlovate.. It's hard to change something when it has been in your very blood and bones. Sngt ssh :( Tp kene usaha no matter wht. Aku kene selalu ingt.. Hidup ni ikut undang2 Allah.. Nk suka ke tak nak,WAJIB ikut undang2 Allah.. Aku pun nk jd ank yg baik and solehah.. Mulai hari ni.. Apa yg mak aku mintak,aku cbe tunaikan sedaya upaya,In Shaa Allah.. Hmm. Hwaiting Syahirah! :D Doakan aku tau!!! :') Okay. Maybe I should stop here. Will post more soon,In Shaa Allah.. Goodnight! Assalamualaikum :)